Problem with all the fitspo blogs I follow none of them post pale girls :’(

I remember when I was like 13 I had a pair of white skinnys, I took them to canada on a school skiing trip, I put them on one night after skiing to go hang out in our friends other room, and all the popular kids where just sitting at the end of the hotel hallway (basically outside our room door) and I just remember the queen bee if you like saying ‘Aimee, are the white skinny jeans?’ I was so nervous I was like er yeah, and then all of the girls started laughing I was just like errr what :S till this very day I don’t know why they laughed… Not relevant but I just though I’d share :)

Do you ever feel like you’re stuck in a rutt? Idk where I’m going in life, I’m stuck in a job I don’t have the courage to quit, I don’t know what to do. My mind is so clouded I’m extremely confused I want to enjoy life but at the moment it just seems impossible.
I’m sure at some point I’ll sort it out and I’ll know where I’m going, but idk I just can’t see that date in the foreseeable future.

So I got a phone call whilst I was lying in this morning, and it was a recruitment agency I gave my CV to yesterday. She was looking for people to work in Aldi, like 5 minutes away, I was like FUCK YEAH!! (I know its Aldi but, fuck they pay very well indeed!) She was like come for an interview today at 12, I was like awhh man I start work at 12 today :( She was like okay I’ll speak to the manager and get back to you tommorow about arranging a interview, I was like fuck yeah hell yeah, Life is sweet :D

Thanks for throwing me a bone!

I really need to get a decent job with decent pay :(

Mon, 9th Apr — 0 notes

Sorry I’ve not been posting much recently, my laptop cables broke (I’m borrowing my brothers, cause he’s out and this it’s the only time he’s not on his laptop.) and I’ve just started work in a nursery last week. It’s so much more work than I thought it would be, all I do is clean, interact with small children and was dishes. I do not get to sit down, ever!! And on a nice little plus, today I cut my hand open twice cutting up their snack, and the kids have made me ill by relentlessly sneezing and coughing in my face! YAY!!

I can’t wait to get a better paid job, so then at least I’ll be doing it for the pay. 

But I’m going to see the Hunger games with Caitlin tonight so I’m excited, like words are not even enough! Then we’ll probably get in and play Saints row, and some zombies. Which we haven’t in a long time so I’m excited :3 

Somehow I’ve let myself get bullied into this childcare apprenticeship, I start Tuesday. I’m just gonna go with it, its something to do, experience & I’ll be getting atleast a little bit more money than I am at the moment. But It’s really given me an incentive to get a full time job else where. Today I took C.V’s to Homebase, Argos, Travel lodge, Twelfth man (Pub.), Superdrug, Rubins (Coffee shop.) & One stop. 

I know none are long term career opportunities, but that’s not what I’m looking for right now. I just want money at the moment. That why I’m hoping Aldi get back to me, hello £9 an hour plus bonuses!!!!

Looks like imma have to ride my bike there if imma be on time :P

& I mean a job not a shitty apprenticeship where they pay me only a ninety pounds a week. I know I should be happy about getting that much, but No. 8 till 5 every day for less than £20 a day -___- If I where being paid minimum wage, for £20 a day I would only be working 4 maybe 5 hours instead of 7 hours :| SLAVERY!

Sun, 18th Mar — 0 notes